Monday, May 12, 2008

ok..i'm not feeling quite well right now..
maybe it's because of the very(and i mean VERY unhealthy)food i've been eating these past few days..all the cake and the ice-cream and the crackers..geez..there's like nothing in my house..

aniwaes..i'm still hungry cos i've been eating crackers my mother bought at batam yesterday the whole day..i even finished two packets of you know, those prawn crackers thingy..ya, that one..
my mother was like talking on the phone for 4 straight hours..so no food until now...
soo..my mom's kinda sick because of the shopping yesterday..i feel kinda bad..
i'm such a useless daughter..i can't do anything right even for once..
that's why my parents have been scolding and nagging at me for the past few days..
they don't even know that i cried everyday because of how they make me feel of myself everyday..and that includes how my siblings make fun of me..
wow..
i finally let it out..
ok..i don't know what happen to me but right now i am really not thinking right..
all those bad thoughts i thought i had long forgotten suddenly rushed back into my mind..

god help me

i think i'm a big whiner..and i make everybody's life miserable..
i just want to be alone right now..actually i am..but that's just an expression...
i am so hiding things from everyone..i don't like it but i don't like sharing them these things either..so..ya..

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