( dreams )

Saturday, October 25, 2008

I LOVE THIS SKIN
I LOVE THE FONT I'M USING
I LOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS

ok..
i did not use this skin because i love them, but because i suddenly started listening the song again, and i just fell in love with it,again. it brought me beautiful memories that i wished i could relive again.
i am alone in the house and i do not know what to do. i thought of watching the office online but i have spent 1830 hrs watching it and the website only allows limited amt of time if i'm unregistered. tomoro going out. i want that teens magazine so much.
i am gonna miss mdm nora. we thought of going to her house for raya but she was busy. too bad,man. i am so gonna die for chem next year. theory not so much. i think i'm getting a hang of it. my EOY results for chem really brought me hope.
that reminds me. my report book. well, it sucks, to be honest. my L1R5 and L1R4 aggregates were the same as my MYE. 10 and 16. bleh. i just do not know how to improve my humans. esp history, that just pulls everything down. my amaths is a B3. super disappointed. and my malay was an A2. ergh. by one mark. again. that sucks like hell. can't i get a nice A1 around here? toot, man. i don't know what that means , but toot. and i did a mistake by looking at hanis's report book. no offence, dude, your marks are great..really great..i mean you did a great job. but what i mean was a mistake was, i just got "demoralised"(is that even the word i'm thinking of?) when i looked at her marks. this doesn't mean you should lower your marks next time or whatever..i mean, ya you understand right?? right?
ok..i'm just stressed.
man, it's supposed to be the holidays.
i want to score real bad fo my 'O's..but i'm just demoralised. sucks to be me.
too many things happening at the same time.
poa assignment, malay oral recording htingy, extra lessons, practicals next year, moving to malaysia.
that just reminds me again. malaysia. i seriosly think this is a bad time to move for me. not that i don't like the new house..i haven't even see it. it's just the travelling time betw the countries..i need to get used to that super fast. i don't know how things will gonna turn out. i'm hoping for the best, preparing for the worst..my fav phrase now..

toot.
toodles.