Friday, April 17, 2009
heyyo!
these past few days have been..well..really bad. i am experiencing really bad mood swings that just changes every few minutes. sometimes, my mind will totally turn blank. and that's the period of time when teachers like to call out my name to answer their questions. sheesh. sometimes, my mind will be racing with thoughts and made me so confused and annoyed and i will feel like just screaming my head of and tearing out all my hair out. then, sometimes i will feel so happy i will start laughing and laughing and laughing. i see retardedness in myself,
a lot has been happening. but it all revolves around the same thing. i finally told someone something but i'm starting to feel that i spoke too soon. not because i don't trust the person, i do, i really do..it's just that i'm starting to doubt myself of the fact that my "something" is not true anymore.
i need to know..
it's killing me inside.