Friday, April 24, 2009

i haven't slept from just now. was watching 2 movies at the same time. can't believe i'm wasting my precious time on this kinda stuff. but i have to make up for lost times..by this i mean, the 4 months without computer..homework..pissh..never gonna happen..

i read this jst now in the Chicken Soup For the soul
it's called Tears.

I struggle with myself to keep them inside
The feelings that i have tried to deny.

I tell everyone that i am okay
When i battle to make it through each day.

In my world of illusions where everything is right
I cried myself to sleep each night.

You notice the tears filling my eyes
As i begin to shed my shallow disguise.

My pain, confusion and a few of my fears
Drop to the grond in the form of my tears.

It feels good to release the emotions built up
To say what i feel instead of bottling up.

As i cry a weight seems to lift from me
I feel so much better now that you can see.

i left out the last paragraph on purpose cos it doesn't really apply to me.
but in any case, i will still try to be happy and i am sure that most of the times you'll see me, i'll be smiling ahead. This post is not pin-pointing to anyone in particular. i am just experiencing some personal problems and i really need to type it out.

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