demoralising..

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

it's mock exam week.

frankly, it's not going as well as i expected.

i know it has only been 2 days. and i have only gotten back yesterday's paper.

but it's so demoralising to get such a low mark on such an easy paper.
the focus studies and all the papers are seriously not helping me. maybe i terms of exposure of the different type of questions and maybe my bina ayat also, but bina ayat have to depend on luck. my vocab is weak and the number of malay words inside my teeny weeny brain is limited.
i can just hope that the paper on monday will be easy.

but at least i can depend on my paper 1. even though it's not such a good mark but it's good for me. my work has been deteriorating. my grades are dropping like birdshit.

what's worse. my freaking infection in the eye is causing me blindness. it covered my whole sight of the left eye, even though it's not that obvious. the pus keeps coming out and thus covering my eye and i can't see. i have to constantly wipe off that thing and it's so freaking painful. well, it's not really freaking but you get the picture. and it made me feel like i've just been punched. everytime i wake up, my eyes will be super swollen. lucky, it will reduce by the time i reached school.

i don't wanna blabber so much.

toodles.

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