tests..and exams..and tests..

Friday, May 29, 2009

ok..so today marks our last lap for perfection to MALAY. i was so confident of today and was actually looking forward to the test paper given today.

you see, i have been improving..inconsistently. but maybe because the paper was easy or because i was being too lenient to myself. but seeing my grades for compo, i guess i'm consistent. i mean 12/20 for every paper 1 section one and 31,32,34 is quite consistent, right?

but, no offence to someone in particular, i didn't really learn anything today. i wasn't used to your style of teaching and it just bores me to death. i don't get what you're trying to do so sometimes i just blackout. luckily, there was some entertainment to make it not so boring.

so on MONDAY, aku akan masuk bangunan kuning itu dengan perasaan konfiden dan bersemangat. aku akan melakukan yang terbaik. aku akan tersenyum lebar dan mengucapkan 'Alhamdulillah' seterus selepas mendapat kertasku. aku akan menulis..dan menulis. akhirnya, aku akan berasa BANGGA terhadap diriku. dan aku akan tersenyum lebar sekali lagi.

ok..just trying to act malay-ish. any grammar mistakes, feel free to correct it.

meanwhile, i've got my madrasah test to work on. gosh, i don't even know how to write arabic, how am i supposed to do my exams? it's the first time i'm taking it and i don't know why i'm so freaking scared. maybe cos i'm so used to being the top in class due to the less knowledgeable students that now that i am moved to a different place with more knowledgeable students and teachers, i feel stupid. and i hate feeling stupid.

god help me.

toodles.