The Last Song.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
i am reading.
and i'm hooked.
can't wait for the movie.
but it's been postponed for another 3 months.
3months?!?
where can wait?
speaking of movies...
sorry guys for not being able to make it this sat.
i know how much you can't wait to watch FAME
i want to watch it too..
i mean, it's asher book..cute guy..
but, i've goa follow what my family say in this one..
even though i dread it so much..
but you wouldn't understand..
which brings me to the empty feeling i've been feeling nowadays..
Note to self: don't continue reading if you don't want to be sad..
i like reflecting about all the things that i have done
but somehow, everytime i reflect,
tears will just start streaming down my eyes..
it's not guilt, or feeling sorry..
it's how i feel about myself nowadays.
angry, frustrated, sad..just sad...
useless.
i don't know if it's because i'm at the stage of my life when i would feel like such a loser.
yes, it sucks.
sometimes, i wish i wouldn't be like this.
but, under certain circumstances,
certain consequences happen.
no matter how much it irks me.
those tears were real.
but those words were fake.