school.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
well, school has become better now that we've reached the fourth week..
since hanis and asnira had elearning this week, i've been hanging out with my classmates more.
not that we talked that much.
still have not find the connection yet.
you know, the feeling where you would feel as if you can talk to them for as long as you can without getting bored.
well, i found a new hated class.
i now hate DSS.
which brings down BMGT.
it's like the top 6 charts.
why do i hate DSS?
because i'm an IT retard so it'll take me an extra 2 hrs to do what a normal person can do in 5 mins.
yeah, almost all of my classmates are new to excel but they're not IT retards.
so i have to constantly disturb my friend next door to ask her a question every 10 seconds.
i'm super lagging behind in the assignment.
i can't answer the teacher's questions.
haiz..so now i don't look forward to tuesdays.
there are some days when i'll just feel like giving up.
but i'll always find a way to continue on.
no matter how stupid the reason is for.
but sometimes, just one little thing can set it all off
and it'll remind me how i'm just faking and lying to myself
to keep me from being sad.
wow..i gotta stop this emo shitz...haha..