it's one of those days.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Timecheck: 2.16 AMwhy am i not sleeping yet?
cos i am feeling too darn sick of myself.
i'm gonna wait till my tears fall
cos i am seriously using all the ounces of energy i have left
to stop them from falling.
it's just one of times
when you are happily enjoying life alone
and suddenly it struck you.
my life is so pathetic.
all these times i've been lying to myself
and trying to live in my own fantasy world.
i keep dreaming and dreaming
and i soon forget to come back to reality.
inception much.
but i realised i'm doing this in my life.
cos the reality sometimes suck.
and when i'm living in my fantasy world,
no one can remind me how much of a loser i am.
cos i'm shutting down all the bad thoughts.
but when reality finally came to me
suddenly it feels like the world has crashed down.
you know the feeling?
like your heart suddenly sank to the bottom
and your eyes just wanna be wet with your tears
you see people living their lives
you're happy for them
but then you also realise you're not doing anything with yours.
ok, i can continue on degrading myself
but i shan't
cos it's just one of those days
i will be fine:)
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