Happy Wednesday.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
So, yesterday, 16/02/2011.
This post is going to be one of those post I will read in a few years' time and just smile at the awesome day I had when I was 17 and just found a new crush to look out for.
Well, it's the last week of school. And it's gonna be my last chance to see him this semester.
He's year 2, that means I've only got one more year to "ogle"at him.
Do not care what others say, he's cute in my eyes. Not handsome.
But you know, it's a freaking polytechnic. It's hard to find someone attractive that you will meet every few often. So when you find someone that you kinda like, you take it.
It gives you a reason to look forward to the upcoming weeks ahead. And, it might be the only reason why you're gonna be happy the whole day even when things don't turn out the way it should.
So back to yesterday.
Purposely came to school in the morning, even though I had no school.
He took the shuttle bus and I kinda know when he will arrive.
When I reached he wasn't there. But when I queued, he was there. But he was way in front.
Didn't take the same bus as him, and he wasn't at the bus stop.
Here's the thing.
I was upset because: Everytime I'm waiting at the bus stop, he will just walk off.
But everytime he's waiting at the bus stop, I have to walk off.
So it kinda pissed me off for a while.
So studied in the attic.
It was productive. Seriously.
Then, 2 o'clock, Marcia and I decided to have our lunch.
I wanted to pray as well, and was deciding whether I should pray or eat first.
Don't keep in mind that I kinda roughly know that he will walk pass that area around that time of period, so I was kinda having the littlest of hope that he will be there.
So I decided I should pray first.
So off we went to the convention centre.
Was walking and talking with Marcia.
AND THERE HE WAS.
Walking from the other way towards the same place.
I immediately told Marcia, who have not seen him before in person, and she was like trying her best to see his face.
Yes, I was smiling and laughing all the way becuase first, it WAS NOT expected. And second, I was too freaking happy.
I was so so so so close to him, and I was just staring at his face for the split second when we reached the door.
Time really does slows down.
Marcia and I agreed he was looking at us weirdly. She thought it was because I was smiling at him, but why the heck would I smile at him? Or maybe, I was smiling but I just didn't realise it.
Maybe she was the one smiling so weirdly.
Hmm, anyways..I was super happy that day. Conversation on twitter with 'Izzah after was hilarious too. We were both being happy and secretive at the same time, which actually made me smile wider in the attic. Asnira kept staring at me afterwards cos I was smiling cheekily at my computer screen.
So 'Izzah, if you happened to read this, THANK YOU for making me look like a fool.
Oh thank you to the guy too. We decided to call him Mat Tuck. Tuck for short.
See, crushes with unknown people can be good too.