Jealousy.

Monday, February 07, 2011

There's this girl, I won't say who, who I'm really jealous of.

And I feel bad.
Really bad.

I tried so so so hard not to feel like this everytime I see her.
But somehow, the jealousy just appears in my heart.

I mean, she did nothing wrong.
She's nice, she's cheerful, she's smart, she's beautiful.
She's my friend.
Not a close one, but still my friend.
Everyone likes her.

I think I'm the only one who "hates" her.
No, I don't hate her.
I like her. Really.
I'm just jealous.

You know how the green monster can overcome your feelings.
It will make you insecure, lower your self-esteem.
Syaitaan is winning right now.
And I really don't want that to happen.
I hate it when I let Syaitaan be more powerful than me.
Yes, sometimes she's the reason why I cry myself to sleep.
But, I have no right, no right at all, to hate her.
There is no reason to.

Or maybe, that's why I'm jealous.
There is just no reason to hate her.
And sometimes, I hate them all.
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