9 MORE DAYS.

Forgive me, but this is gonna be another Silat-related post yet again.

9 MORE DAYS TILL IVP.

It's the first thing that will come into my mind when I wake up.

And it's the last thing in my mind when I want to head for bed.

Which ended up in me having a hard time to sleep.

I lack in techniques, that's for sure.

Confidence? Hmm.

It's a competition, of course I'm scared.

The last competition I took part in, we got 4th place and I cried like shit.

I don't want that feeling again.

Although this is a bit more different.

2 weeks of training.

Less than a year of learning.

No experience at all.

I'm gonna give it my all.

I don't know who's my opponent so maybe I'll fight against someone who have loads more experience than me.

But I'm gonna give it my all.

Just keep praying.

And I'll wear my yellow shirt.