Feelings.

If you are from NPSilat, please do not read this.

Heh, step ade orang nak bace jer. I post a link on my twitter but then one also..nvm.

Heh.

Always thought he was cute since the first time I saw him at the STA friendly.

Then he joined. But I never really thought of him.

But then at the camp, you know ah boring right, no eye-candy.

So target a few guys ah, ape lagi..haha..

He's just so good at everything, so that's my motivation right there.

Cute and awesome.

And tall. 1.8m and he's our age.

And his smile! Aww, like really so cute!

So, when I'm trying to push myself more, I'll just pretend he's there and that I need to match up to his standard.

Of course, I'm not his standard.

I have the most awkward body in the world.

I need to be comfortable with my body so that I can learn new stuff, seriously.

Then there's Zaqy. I don't know how to spell his name lah.

Zaqy ke Zaki..

You know why I like him?

Curly hair, dimples!!!

He's short but so what? Cute.

Fought with him just now. Heh.

Actually I was with Erian but he's too far of my weight range so switched to Zaqy.

Haha, I was so happy inside when I was standing in front of E. But then I realised he's awesome.

So I was like mampos.

Actually Z also good. I mean like, ade perguruan la seyy.

Sooo..

I got my Mat Tuck lah!

HAHA, I seriously totally forgot about him man.

I try not to have crushes with silat people, so these are not crushes!

I'm just saying they're cute.

Whatever makes me happy kan?

Yeah, haven't been myself these past few days.

I'm just not in the mood to talk with anyone recently.