Random.

I have thought up a story plot based on this but never put myself in that position.

Well, at least we're become good friends now.

Sure it's hard sometimes when you think about it.

I've always liked him.

But I have never told anyone.

First, because I was embarrassed.

Second, because turns out one of my best friends liked him too at that time.

I couldn't possibly tell her that I liked him too.

Especially since there was more chance of her getting him than me.

I've never even talked to him before yet alone know him at all.

Whereas she put herself in front and made friends with him.

But now, the situation's change.

He is in a relationship with someone else I know, who have recently become one of my very good friends.

I'm happy for her still, because he is a good guy I guess.

Again, leading to the point just now where I said I did not know him.

And hearing her talk about him sometimes hurt a teeny weeny bit, but it's kinda fun actually.

I don't know, I've always liked hearing stories from my friends' relationship, especially if I happen to know who's the guy in the relationship.

Whether it's the good and happy stories or the heartache and frustrating ones.

It's interesting, especially since I find myself being a total nun in the near future.

Like cmon dude, I can't even talk to a guy properly.

But listening to their stories does not mean I actually like giving them advice.

I mean, I've been single all my life so if you're expecting a good advice from me, that's bullshit.

I only say what I've observed in people and in shows/movies.

I have no experience at all, so my perspective is really, actually most of the time inaccurate.