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Sunday, April 10, 2011

The feeling's here again.

I'm sick of this.

I'm sick of always feeling this.

I'm sad and just feel out of place.

Maybe it's me being stuck at home for 2 weeks now.

I have no life to live, I have no purpose.

I'm just slacking and relaxing and taking a break from school.

It's like hibernation.

I'm constantly sleeping so that when school comes,

and the normal 'wake up at 5, rush everything,sch ends at 4,reach home at 7, sleep at 12' routine.

Say what you want, but it's tiring.

Yes I complain a lot. That's just my way to cope with it.

I have no life. My life is based on the same routine everyday.

I'm okay with that.

But sometimes, especially these PMS times, I'll start to ponder.

What's happening to me?

I'm not living my life like a muslim should be,

and I'm not living my life like a human should be.

I'm just stuck in the middle.

One week left till school starts.

I'm still stuck at home, cause Mom won't allow me to go for silat.

I'm only looking forward to Friday, cause that's when I'm FINALLY out of here.

Seriously?

6 weeks of holiday, and I'm only spending the last day out with my friends?

Pathetic shit I am.

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