10 things I hate about you. And you. And you.

like I'm such a waste of space.

Like I'm just a girl you would rather kill

than someone you would embrace.

I hate the fact you always look down on me

Because I know I've done nothing right.

The way you always look at me

As if you just hate it when I'm in sight.

I hate the way you shut me off

Ever so rudely, with the fake yawns and snores.

I know how I talk and that it's rough

To hear me out with my stories which bores.

I hate your eyes

Because they always makes me feel stupid.

You told me lies but pretend you're so nice
And I wish you would have stop it.

I hate how you think I'm no good at all

How I always screw things up for you

I have to smile and act like I'm having a ball

Just so I don't cry in front of you.

I hate how you talked about me behind my back

How you think I wouldn't know.

But you don't know that I could hear my heart crack

When I overheard you talking of me so low.

I hate how you think my life is all perfect

That you never even bother to ask

Don't you know how much it hurts me so,

to hide myself in this mask?

I hate how you expect so much of me
And think that you know me at all
But I'm tired and I'm lonely
And I hate being treated so small.

I hate how you don't show me any love
When all I want is to know you care
If only you know how seeing you love someone else gets on my nerve
But all I can do is stop and stare.

I hate how you're always so unsatisfied with me
How you talked bad about me to others
I love myself but you're not making it easy
And a broken heart is so hard to nurse.

Am I even a big part of your life?

Will you even miss me when I'm here?

I hate the fact I've to ask myself that question

And that thinking of you always make me tear.