Back here after 7 years.. Life Update

Monday, June 01, 2020

Hello.

It's been 7 years since my last post in this blog. Wow.

A LOT has happened in that 7 years. I wished I had blogged it all up. Some parts of it has been posted in Instagram. But reading back my old posts, I feel like, blogging is still the way to go. I can express myself better here without any judgements.

Anyways, we're now in 2020. All of us thought that this year is gonna be the best year yet.

Last year, I got married. Huh, who would have thought the girl from 2012 writing all these cheesy and emo stuff could have gotten married huh. But, yes, I found THE ONE. I was going on and on about not needing a man, not being interested in love. But at one point of time, maybe I felt, hmm.. I want to be wanted? So I tried out Tinder - yes, a dating app - because that's the only way I can meet new people right?

And I found THE ONE right away. Within 5 days of joining, chatted up this guy who I didn't even like the pictures. But he had super-liked me. And I thought let's give this guy a chance. And turns out, we matched really well. Got engaged a few months later, got married on 20 July 2019.

We just got a house now. FINALLY my own house. I was reading up on my old posts about how tiring it was travelling back and forth two countries. Throughout that 7 years, I have rented about 4 to 5 rooms.. if you calculate that at abt $500 per month, I have spent roughly $24,000 JUST on rental. Imagine what I could have done with that money. Sometimes I don't know how I managed to survive. With lending money to my siblings, and giving some to my parents. and saving for trips..

Anyways, my life has been blissful I must say, compared to others. Even though it's really different than a normal Sporean. I would say I turn out just fine. I'm okay with not being as close with my family as others. I love the independency and not having people judge me for my laziness, or untidiness.

I searched for this blog account and passwords because there's something in my mind and heart that's been bugging me over the days. I guess, you can say, it's for my mental health check.

It was really overwhelming the past week.. my husband's been around for the past 3 days so I haven't been thinking of that for some time. And I think I'm a little bit okay now. But I think I still need to write them out somewhere. My full thoughts. No editing, no thinking of what others would think of me. Let's save that for Instagram. The next post is going to be my full thoughts on what had happened in the past 2 months.