Wetoriya~
Saturday, September 15, 2012
I think..I think that I've been stuck home for too long.
Because now, everytime I spend time with my friends, I'll get irritayed fast by them. It's nothing personal on them. I just got used to being alone, to the point that when I have to mix with people, I actually hate it. And I prefer to be alone.
And I'm a really judgemental person. So it gets hard to entertain people when I think they're irritating.
I'm writing this post partly because I've been worried abt the Bangkok trip. Because I'm not really close with all of them. My closest friend in poly is Marcia but she's not coming. Sure, I can mix with them fine. But sometimes, you really just need that one person who you trust and can have fun with, without worrying much because you know you two are the same. Like my F4 peeps, my Sexy People, my NPSilat. But somehow, I dunno why, but it seems like my poly friends are a totally different group.
Or maybe it's just cause I haven't been hanging out with them much nowadays.
Again, it's really not them. It's me. I have a problem.
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