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Thursday, May 02, 2013

MY last contribution to NPSilat.

I was reluctant at first to do this because as much as I wanted to try seni and perform before graduating, I was going through a no-confidence-in-myself phase.

The 2 nights we performed were truly exceptional. I wished I would be able to do it again. The first night, D-day, was really overwhelming. From the nervousness to the excitedness to the awesome feeling on stage. It was my first time doing seni. It was my first time I didn't screw up in front of hundreds of people considering my stage fright/people fright.

The team was exceptional too. The feeling I got was like IVP times. Considering that the training schedules were like IVP, it gave off that similar feeling. I adore every single one members of the team. I admit I'm not close with everyone, since I'm not a talker. Most of the 15 members were people I don't usually talk to, not because I don't want to, just because there's really nothing in my brain for me to talk about. But I really enjoyed our interactions, I realy enjoyed listening and laughing to everything.

And that's how I get attached. Man, I get attached too easily sometimes. Post-syndromes are the worst. Nasib baik tak pernah ade relationships. I think I'll probably cry a river if I were ever dumped and be one of those girls I always crotisize abt not getting over their ex. Ha. Okay, no link no link.

Now to move on with my life..I need a job soon, in other news.

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